sunnuntai 20. helmikuuta 2011
torstai 3. helmikuuta 2011
No tää on nyt kirjotettu ihan sillä varauksella JOS mä nyt satun ikinä pääseen naimisiin asti
Ni oikeesti mitä mä oon aatellu, ku oon miettiny et häävalssiks joko Juhiksen Vuodet vieriä saa, Stellan häävalssi tai Johanna Kurkelan Rakkauslaulu?
Ku siis tietenkin se on jompikumpi näistä:
TAI
Daa.
Ku siis tietenkin se on jompikumpi näistä:
TAI
Daa.
lauantai 22. tammikuuta 2011
Tiekkö
You know. Someone I know is getting married today. I was photographing their wedding portraits and in a buss, on the way home it hit me. That feeling. That it may never be me.
I haven´t even dated anyone seriously. Ever. No one has loved me more than anyone else, and I haven´t loved anyone more than anyone else. I´ve been alone so long. So long that, I just realized, I have now gotten to a point where it´s actually really hard to even imagine anything else. I mean, I do daydream, sure, but it´s not same. I daydream, but I´m not really expecting anything to happen. You know. It´s hard to imagine that someone would love me more than anything, someone wanting to be with me like, FOREVER. Forever´s a long time baby. I do not know how it feels like, to love someone. I mean, I love my parents and my other relatives and my friends, but. To really love someone. I don´t know. It must be something really great. I must be huge.
But I don´t think anyone´s looking for me. I´ts like there´s this invisible wall between me and the rest of the world, the other people. You know. Like I can touch and feel and talk to people but I´m not really involved. I´m not really IN. Like I´m watching them from a distance. You know. Watching them fell in love and get married and having kids, but sort of like knowing at the same time I can never do the same. It FEELS like it, you know.
I think everyone else is seeing that wall too. Sensing it being there, at least. I mean, I have always felt like an outsider, since I was little. I´ve always been kind of...in the background. Even in the situations that you should feel yourself being a part of some group, like in a class when everyone is laughing at the same thing, you feel confortable and you look at someone in the eye and get this feeling of a sudden closeness. Even then, in the back of my head, I always feel like I somehow...wouldn´t supposed to be there. You know.
So, when I´m thinking my future, I can´t really see me with somebody. Somebody who would love me for ever.
You know?
I haven´t even dated anyone seriously. Ever. No one has loved me more than anyone else, and I haven´t loved anyone more than anyone else. I´ve been alone so long. So long that, I just realized, I have now gotten to a point where it´s actually really hard to even imagine anything else. I mean, I do daydream, sure, but it´s not same. I daydream, but I´m not really expecting anything to happen. You know. It´s hard to imagine that someone would love me more than anything, someone wanting to be with me like, FOREVER. Forever´s a long time baby. I do not know how it feels like, to love someone. I mean, I love my parents and my other relatives and my friends, but. To really love someone. I don´t know. It must be something really great. I must be huge.
But I don´t think anyone´s looking for me. I´ts like there´s this invisible wall between me and the rest of the world, the other people. You know. Like I can touch and feel and talk to people but I´m not really involved. I´m not really IN. Like I´m watching them from a distance. You know. Watching them fell in love and get married and having kids, but sort of like knowing at the same time I can never do the same. It FEELS like it, you know.
I think everyone else is seeing that wall too. Sensing it being there, at least. I mean, I have always felt like an outsider, since I was little. I´ve always been kind of...in the background. Even in the situations that you should feel yourself being a part of some group, like in a class when everyone is laughing at the same thing, you feel confortable and you look at someone in the eye and get this feeling of a sudden closeness. Even then, in the back of my head, I always feel like I somehow...wouldn´t supposed to be there. You know.
So, when I´m thinking my future, I can´t really see me with somebody. Somebody who would love me for ever.
You know?
tiistai 18. tammikuuta 2011
lauantai 11. joulukuuta 2010
Facebook- tsätti
T = Kaveri
A = Minä
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T: nyt pitäs alkaa totta vie hipsii pehkuihin
A: totta mooses
T: totta maar
A: jo tokkiisa
T: jo vain
A: nääs nääs
T: kas vain sanoi kasvain ja kasvoi vain
A: parempi pyy pivossa kuin kymmenen oksalla
T: nyt loppu leikki, sano susanna heikki
A: menoks sano annie lennox
T: naamas on kaunis niinku nuori nauris
A: katos,kärpänen on katos,no nyt se katon,no nyt se on toises katos
aaa mogasin ton!
T: tuu kattoo kattoo sun kaveri tapettiin tapettiin
A: on lapsi ihan isänsä näkönen,mut pääasia että on terve
T: älä itke ruma laps, ota rusina
(en oo koskaa tajunnu tota)
A: emmäkää
lähti ku talonmies jäiseltä peltikatolta
T: lähti ku annikki tähti
A: it burns your eyes like miami vice!
T: nyt katkes runosuoni
A: voih
T: se on morjens sano ööööööm horjens!
A: heippa!
T: hår-jens
hiuksi jenssi
jooooooooooooo
yötä!
A: hei oota
saanko lainata tän mun blogiin?
T: odota! miksi karkuun juoksit niin varoen
saat
mikä se sun blogs osote olikaa
A: sinä lähdit pois minä katselin parvekkeee-elta!
A = Minä
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T: nyt pitäs alkaa totta vie hipsii pehkuihin
A: totta mooses
T: totta maar
A: jo tokkiisa
T: jo vain
A: nääs nääs
T: kas vain sanoi kasvain ja kasvoi vain
A: parempi pyy pivossa kuin kymmenen oksalla
T: nyt loppu leikki, sano susanna heikki
A: menoks sano annie lennox
T: naamas on kaunis niinku nuori nauris
A: katos,kärpänen on katos,no nyt se katon,no nyt se on toises katos
aaa mogasin ton!
T: tuu kattoo kattoo sun kaveri tapettiin tapettiin
A: on lapsi ihan isänsä näkönen,mut pääasia että on terve
T: älä itke ruma laps, ota rusina
(en oo koskaa tajunnu tota)
A: emmäkää
lähti ku talonmies jäiseltä peltikatolta
T: lähti ku annikki tähti
A: it burns your eyes like miami vice!
T: nyt katkes runosuoni
A: voih
T: se on morjens sano ööööööm horjens!
A: heippa!
T: hår-jens
hiuksi jenssi
jooooooooooooo
yötä!
A: hei oota
saanko lainata tän mun blogiin?
T: odota! miksi karkuun juoksit niin varoen
saat
mikä se sun blogs osote olikaa
A: sinä lähdit pois minä katselin parvekkeee-elta!
keskiviikko 8. joulukuuta 2010
torstai 2. joulukuuta 2010
"I love them forever!"- moment
...one of the many, I mean.
What they used to be.
What they are now.
"It´s amazing after ten years of playing the music from Middle of nowhere, and playing Mmmbop spesifically, still no one has any idea what it means. Except for a few of you that are here that realize that the song was really all about holding on the things that matter and ultimately the people that will be there in the end. And that´s you guys. So thank you."
( AND Tay´s still the man of my dreams. )
What they used to be.
What they are now.
"It´s amazing after ten years of playing the music from Middle of nowhere, and playing Mmmbop spesifically, still no one has any idea what it means. Except for a few of you that are here that realize that the song was really all about holding on the things that matter and ultimately the people that will be there in the end. And that´s you guys. So thank you."
( AND Tay´s still the man of my dreams. )
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